Day One

So today I will officially start writing again. Or even try to do that.
Who am I?
I am 28 years old bartender / floor manager from Tampere, or that is the place where I live right now. I have been moving around my whole adult life, so I don´t really know where I am from anymore.
In any case, most of my time I am working, I don't really have any hobbies, but that is something I am going to change now. I have always been interrested of sports and had so many different sport hobbies. This past 6 months just have been so crazy in all ways, that I have kind of lost myself and everythig that ment something to me. My helth has been so bad, I have had big problems with my economy and after all that stress and worrying I lost my love.
So now I kind of have nothing, but in the end I have everything. Even though it hurts like hell, and everything has fall down, I have clean canvas, and I can do what the hell I want to do now. Just focus my work, get a new hobby and  what ever.... I don't even know yet.
I just learned the most important thing by far. That even though the person that means everything to me, does not appreciate me at all, it does not mean that I should not appreciate me myself.

And by that said, now I am going to start to live for myself.
I don't need anyone else to do that for me.